Time....for this damn thing to be over

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Things have changed here...for the better I'm hoping. I'll update soon, but in the mean time, he's something that has been diverting my attention from the real world. Behold Ninja Warrior, a silly Japanese "game" show. I love this so much I can't even begin to tell you. :)
If you have cable/satellite whatever and have the G4 channel you should check it out. Or you can always watch it on YouTube.

Seattle Bound

I hear my own voice
But you’re never there
To listen to me
I’ve got dreams to live
If only I’d dare
We sit here staring
While we struggle for some conversation
I could really touch you
If only you cared

I drift alone in a world
With these familiar strangers
I sometimes think
I know no one at all
Surrounded here
In my private, desperate isolation
I’m a wingless angel
Who has taken a fall

Must I scream to be heard

I believe
I believe
A light still shines inside of me
It will guide
It will reconcile and inspire me
All of my life

I hear my own voice
But all is lost in your translation
You never understood much
About me anyway
I now know leaving
Is the only hope for my salvation
In this empty parting
I have nothing to say

Must I scream to be heard
To be heard

I believe
I believe
A light still shines inside of me
It will guide
It will reconcile and inspire me
All of my life
I believe
I believe, I believe
A light still shines inside of me

Must I scream…

- Scream to be Heard - Gypsy Soul

I'm not there yet but I'm trying.

I'll never waste another day
searching to find the reason
why did I choose to play this game
this goes too far
I'll take no more

I played the part and took the blame
while you pretend nothing is real
life turned to night as you're asleep
blood flowing down, is this a dream?

Liar, you tempt me

I don't know what to do
no guilt is in my heart
I don't know what to do
I'm not the reason

I'll never waste another day
forever lost
no reason
he never choose to play this game
taken too far out of control

Liar, you tempt me

I don't know what to do
no guilt is in my heart

I don't know what to do
I'm not the reason

- Self Deception by Lacuna Coil

What would you do....Do you know?

“I’m Not Over”
CAROLINA LIAR

What a waste of time, the thought crossed my mind
But I never missed a beat
Can’t explain the who or what I was
Trying to believe
What would you do?
What would you do?
Do you know?
I once had a grip on everything
It feels better to let go

CHORUS

I’m not over
I’m not over you just yet
Cannot hide it
You’re not that easy to forget
I’m not over

Never took the chance, could’ve jump the fence
I was scared of my own two feet
Couldn’t cross the line, it was black and white
No contrast to be seen
What would you do?
What would you do?
Do you know?
Was it all a joke, never had control
I’m not better on my own

CHORUS

What a waste of time
The thought crossed my mind
Can’t explain this thing, or what I mean
I’m trying to let go

CHORUS